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Swoon EP SwoonRequiescat When Fins Became Limbs I Will Break Your Heart |
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Endless Space Unfurled EP To-NightPeace The Answer Jewels Alone |
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Life In A Coma Here She ComesSummercrush Heaven In You My Deepest Ocean Pull My String The Sacrifice Glory Glory |
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Fentanyl single Fentanyl |
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Safe Words EP Gentle GirlCloser To Tanya To-Night (PHX Mix) Swoon (PHX Mix) |
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Hand Tame EP Summer Getaway (I Got The Beach)Hey Tracey Learning To Fly Dragonflies |
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Pins And Needles EP NarcanEuphoric Nod Your Head Yes She's Bleeding From Everywhere Requiescat |
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Other Mystery DiseaseI Am Not Yours SoCal Girl Whirlaway |
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(Ask For Joy) Darlin', I'm connected, but you remain detached You fix your eyes on me, your beauty is unmatched When you touch me, baby, it's more than I can stand I swoon, I swoon by your sweet hand (I swoon, I swoon, I swoon, I swoon) I implore thee, come stand before me And I will give myself to you I implore thee, come stand before me And I will pour myself on you (I swoon, I swoon, I swoon, I swoon) She slides up next to me, I lay here sedate Just how much longer are you gonna make me wait? She's in control of me, I come at her command I swoon, I swoon by her sweet hand (I swoon, I swoon, I swoon, I swoon) I implore thee, come stand before me And I will give myself to you I implore thee, come stand before me And I will pour myself Please don't stop now, baby, let's end what we began I swoon, I swoon by your sweet hand (I swoon x 12) |
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(Oscar Wilde/Ask For Joy) Tread lightly, she is near Under the snow Speak gently, she can hear The daisies grow All her bright golden hair Tarnished with rust She that was young and fair Fallen to dust Lily-like, white as snow She hardly knew she was a woman, so sweetly she grew Coffin-board, heavy stone Lie on her breast I vex my heart alone She is at rest |
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(Ask For Joy) What took us so long To climb out of the water To crawl up on land With our sons and daughters To lay on the sand Bright scales flashing in the sun? Where did we go wrong To climb out of the water To crawl up on land With our sons and daughters? What need did we feel To bring them to slaughter To earth's muddy shores And the evil they brought her? There's nothing for me The water is where we ought to be Where did we go wrong? Where did we go wrong? What took us so long? Where did we go wrong? |
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(Ask For Joy) I will break your heart Break your heart in two I will bring you pain Time and time again I will make you cry And never wonder why I will break your heart Leave it torn apart |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) The moon is a curving flower of gold The sky is still and blue The moon was the sky to hold And I was made for you The moon is a flower without a stem The sky is luminous Eternity was made for them To-night was made for us |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) Peace flows into me As the tide to the pool by the shore It is mine forever more It shall not ebb like the sea I am the pool of blue That worships the vivid sky My hopes were heaven-high They are all fulfilled in you I am the pool of gold When sunset burns and dies You are my deepening skies Give me your stars to hold Peace flows into me As the tide to the pool by the shore It is mine forever more It shall not ebb like the sea |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) When I go back to earth And all my joyous body Puts off the red and white That once had been so proud If men should pass above With false and feeble pity My dust will find a voice To answer them aloud Be still, I am content Take back your poor compassion Joy is a flame in me Too steady to destroy Lithe as a bending reed Loving the storm that sways her I found more joy in sorrow Than you could find in joy |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) If I should see your eyes again I know how far their look would go Back to a morning in the park With sapphire shadows on the snow Or back to oak trees in the spring When I unloosed your hair and kissed The head that lay against my knees In the leaf shadow's amethyst And still another shining place we would remember-- How the dun wild mountain held us on its crest One diamond morning bright with sun But I will turn my eyes from you As kings and queens turn to put away The jewels they have worn at night And cannot wear in sober day If I should see your eyes again I know how far their look would go Back to a morning in the park With sapphire shadows on the snow |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) I am alone in spite of love In spite of all I take and give In spite of all your tenderness Sometimes I am not glad to live I am alone as though I stood on the highest peak Of the tired great world About me only swirling snow Above me endless space unfurled With earth hidden and heaven hidden And only my own spirit's pride To keep me from the peace of those Who are not lonely, having died |
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(Ask For Joy) Here she comes and I'm on fire When she comes on, I hear an angel choir I'm floatin' on a cloud and I never wanna come back down When she comes on, I come around When I feel her mouth When she kiss my face There's nothing else that matters to me I get lost in her embrace I need to go lay down 'cause she's spinnin' deep inside of my head When she comes on, I'm close to dead Here she comes again Here she comes again Here, here she comes Take me up to paradise 'cause she's rushin' deep inside of my vein When she comes on, I go insane Here she comes again Here she comes again Here, here she comes Here she comes again Here she comes again Here she comes Here she comes Here she comes |
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(Ask For Joy) Today Is not another ordinary day Your kisses took my breath away I'll take your whisper to my grave Alive I feel when I go deeper down inside Like when two galaxies collide And a million ships are lost at sea, y-yeah Yeah, y-yeah You're my summercrush The way You touched me on that August day It left my world in disarray I wish this dream could never end Yeah, y-yeah You're my summercrush Ooh, ooh Yeah, y-yeah You're my summercrush |
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(Ask For Joy) I found my heaven in you Never thought it could be true Slipping down to ecstasy Your crystal eye shines down on me Stay with me and we will be complete Come to me, sweet darling, don't resist If you would grant me just one wish Tiptoe softly to my room Be the one that I entomb And kiss me, kiss me, angel angel heart And kiss me, kiss me, angel angel heart You're my heaven You're my I found my heaven in you Tied up to my bed, don't be so blue Everything's gonna be alright Don't you say a word tonight And I'll kiss you, kiss you, angel angel heart You're my heaven |
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(Ask For Joy) I could never walk away from you When all else fails, you pull me through I could never push your love away It keeps me warm, it keeps me sane Now you come again to me Here you come to me slow motion You have always been my deepest ocean You've always been my calm blue sea La la la Every day I get so drunk off you It's such an easy thing to do I'd crawl upon my hands and knees If you'd just only ask me please Let me come again to you Let this be my one devotion You have always been my deepest ocean You've always been my calm blue sea La la la I will be your sacrifice I will drink your secret potion You have always been my deepest ocean You've always been my calm blue sea You own my heart and soul completely No one can take the place of thee La la la |
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(Ask For Joy) I'm in need of a playmate Can you come out to play? I'll be your Raggedy Andy I'll be your See 'n Say You know I'll always been your friend Even after all the trouble you get me in If you pull my string, I'll say anything You pull my string Is that a teardrop in your eye? I'm sorry if I made you cry You know that life ain't always fair And you were never one to share When I get scared, I walk away Because I don't know what to say But I go back to your embrace For you to put me in my place Up in the house with Barbie and Ken, oh oh Until you're ready to play with me again, yeah yeah If you pull my string, I'll say anything Pull my string If you pull my string, I'll do anything Wind me up and pull my string If you pull my string, it's wound around my heart Pull my string Yeah yeah, if you pull my string, I'll be yours forever Go on and pull my string |
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(Ask For Joy) I gotta keep my mind clear I gotta make it through A few more hours, a few more hours to go Then I'm comin' home to you You got nothin' to say You just take my pain away You don't want anything from me You just want me to be happy Baby baby baby baby, yeah Comin' down's the hardest part It's hard to sleep when you've a broken heart If I should die before I wake That's the sacrifice that I'm prepared to make You got nothin' to say You just take my pain away You don't want anything from me You just want me to be happy Baby baby baby baby, yeah Comin' down's the hardest part It's hard to sleep when you've a broken heart If I should die before I wake That's the sacrifice that I'm prepared to make |
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(Ask For Joy) Glory glory, hallelujah Today I am gonna fly Glory glory Glory glory, hallelujah Clear up to the sky Glory glory Glory glory, hallelujah All the way up to the sky Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Your love's gonna wash my sins away Glory glory, hallelujah Your love's gonna wash all my sins away Glory glory Glory glory, hallelujah Tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day Glory glory Glory glory, hallelujah Tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory |
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(Ask For Joy) Bit by bit until the patch runs dry Another lollipop and I regain my high I feel the waves when they start to roll It's time to close my eyes and let it take control Just a drop I come out on top A little taste and I'm fully laced Fentanyl You make me feel so ill I always run right back when I feel that pull But fentanyl You know I love you still It feels so wonderful I think I'm gonna cry The foil unfolds and I'm not as cold Another lick and I'm floating quick, whoa Fentanyl With you I'm me again Seems like so long ago that I was not in pain Oh, fentanyl You know I love you so It feels so wonderful I think I'm gonna cry Bye bye, my love, goodbye Bye bye, my love, goodbye Bye bye, my love, goodbye |
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(Ask For Joy) It's been so long I'm barely hangin' on You're such a gentle girl, but I want more Oh, I want more This is something that I need I want you to make me bleed Don't be so gentle, girl, 'cause I want more Yes, I want more A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-ha, a-hey, come on Come on baby I want you to scream out loud It's okay, yes, you're allowed You're such a gentle girl, I know it's hard I know it's hard You can let your senses go Just close your eyes and let it flow Does such a gentle girl want more? Yes, she wants more Ah, she wants more A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-come on, yeah, yeah A-ha, a-ha, a-hey, come on A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-come on, hey, yeah yeah A-ha, a-come on, yeah A-ha, a-ha, a-hey, come on You'll only feel the pain until you do it once again A-ha, a-come on A-ha, a-ha, a-hey, come on |
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(Ask For Joy) She's a stunner, a dark-haired beauty She has no idea what she does to me Walkin' right by like she just don't give a care Always has her head in a book But she won't give me a second look Meanwhile all I can do is stop and stare If I should happen to catch a smile For a moment I feel like life's worthwhile I wanna get closer to Tanya I wanna get closer to Tanya Oh baby, I wanna get closer to you She looks so cool just smokin' her cigarette I want her to notice me but I ain't found a way yet If she'd just let me, I would gladly be her slave I don't know just what it is that makes me feel this way I gotta get a message to Tanya I'll wait just as long as you wanna Oh baby, I gotta get closer to you I wanna get closer to Tanya I wanna get closer to Tanya Oh baby, I wanna get closer to you I gotta get I wanna get I gotta get Oh oh, I wanna get Oh baby, I wanna get closer to you |
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Summer Getaway (I Got The Beach) (Ask For Joy) I need a summer getaway With the top down, go flying down the highway Tired of the games that I don't wanna play The life I wanna live is just eighty miles an hour away Pack my bags for the interstate Nothin' in my rear view, breeze is feeling great The sun, the road and the sea await The life I wanna live is laid back and sedate I got the beach and a bottle of Don Patrón I got the waves and the water all to my own I got a crush and it's makin' my head spin I got a room at the motor inn Close my eyes and clear my mind Gonna leave this life behind Smoke rings floating 'round my head Got my baby and we're layin' in bed Watch the birds fly overhead The life I wanna live is one where I don't feel so dead I got the beach and a bottle of Don Patrón I got the waves and the water all to my own I got a crush and it's makin' my head spin I got a room at the motor inn Satellite TV and an ice machine The life I wanna live is laid back and serene Let's run away so fast and thumb our noses at death This city is poison, it'll rob you of breath It will make you its slave and never set you free That's not where I wanna be I got the beach and a bottle of Don Patrón I got the waves and the water all to my own I got a crush and it's makin' my head spin I got a room at the motor inn |
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(Ask For Joy) Nothing can shake me 'Cept when she comes along With her cotton candy kisses And her marmalade tongue She looks over her shoulder Hair hanging down Nothing can phase me 'Cept when she's around Hey hey, Tracey Won't you be my baby I kneel before you Please say yes She's got the sweetest smile She's got the bluest eyes It makes me shiver Every time she passes by It leaves me so haunted When i see her about So deep inside my head And i can't get her out Hey hey, Tracey Won't you be my baby I kneel before you Please say yes Oh oh, Tracey Won't you be my baby Come here embrace me And please say yes Please say yes Please say yes |
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(Tom Petty) Well I started out down a dirty road Started out all alone And the sun went down as it crossed the hill And the town lit up The world got still I'm learning to fly, an' I ain't got wings Coming down is the hardest thing Well the good old days may not return And the rocks might melt and the sea may burn I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings Coming down is the hardest thing Well some say life will beat you down Break your heart, steal your crown So I started out for God knows where I guess I'll know when I get there Learning to fly around the clouds What goes up must come down I'm learning to fly, but I ain't got wings Coming down is the hardest thing I'm learning to fly around the clouds And what goes up must come down I'm learning to fly I'm learning to fly |
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(Ask For Joy) Dragonflies alight On blades of grass at night And share their innermost secrets with me And tell me of their homes far away on the sea Shimmering and bright The dragonflies in flight Circle over the sycamore tree Humming songs to lull their nymphs to sleep Maybe I could fly away with you Maybe only theirs is love that's true Knowing all the ancient ways of things Is the burden that they carry on four wings Maybe I could fly away with you Maybe I could fly away with you Maybe I could fly away with you Maybe I could fly away |
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(Ask For Joy) Life's great when you've got the blues And you feel there's nothing left to lose Your hopes and dreams have all been crushed Come take some refuge in the dust Let me show you what to do Hope it with a steady hand Push down when you see it flash And if you do a little much, then we'll hit you with some Narcan When trouble has a hold on you And you feel there's nothing you can do If you're tired of running in this race It's here to offer you a warm embrace Let me show you what to do Hope it with a steady hand Push down when you see it flash And if you do a little much, then we'll hit you with some Narcan Life's great when you've got some blues Escape's an option you can choose To forget whatever weighs you down And cast off the shackles of that dirty town Of that dirty little town Let it take your cares away You've gotta hold it with a steady hand When you do it you will feel the rush And if you do a little much, then we'll hit you with the Narcan Hit you with the Narcan Hit you with the Narcan Hit you with the Narcan |
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(Ask For Joy) I've never felt like this before Never knew that it could be this way Always wondered was it something about me 'Cause nothing ever seems to take my breath away Now I see it 'cause my eyes are open It holds me close in a warm embrace Squeeze me tight until I think I'm chokin' And my head is about to explode I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel, I love it when I feel Like the moment when our eyes first met Like the moment when I took your hand Like the moment when I touched your lips It's been a long, long time I been thinkin' 'bout this Electric shocks in the middle of the night Cherry kisses make me feel all right When you call my name and you come alight And my head is about to explode I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel euphoric I love it when I feel, I love it when I feel I love it when I feel euphoric (Don't let on) I love it when I feel euphoric (Don't let go) I love it when I feel euphoric (Don't breathe out) I love it when I feel, I love it when I feel (Don't lose control) Euphoric |
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(Ask For Joy) Do you want me to touch you? Nod your head yes Do you want me to kiss you? Nod your head yes It's hard when you're all tied up You must be so scared But I promise you that everything's gonna be all right I'll keep you safe inside Just nod your head yes You have such soft skin, uh huh So smooth and white like porcelain Nod your head yes But it's covered in bruises And it's cool to the touch And you're pushin' me away And screaming too much You'd better nod your head yes Nod your head yes You'd better do what I tell you Ooh, won't you nod your head yes This is gonna feel so good Nod your head yes Do you like it when I touch you? You'd better nod your head yes, baby It's hard when you're all tied up To nod your head yes You must be so scared, terrified To nod your head yes But I promise you that everything's gonna be all right So nod your head yes, baby And no one's ever gonna hurt you I'll keep you safe inside Just nod your head yes |
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She's Bleeding From Everywhere (Ask For Joy) Pretty girls make me wanna crash cars Pretty girls make me wanna take risks Can't you see I love you so? The evidence is on my wrists Pretty girls always wanna see your scars Pretty girls make me wanna lose control Take 'em for a ride in my automobile See how fast I make it go Slam the brakes, the tires squeal Didn't hear the screams until we flipped the Coupe de Ville She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere It flows like wine around her hair She's bleeding from everywhere Pretty girl, look what you made me do You look so peaceful, just like you were asleep Close your eyes, I'll hold your hand The sirens pierce the quiet so deep No one's gonna take you away from me She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere It flows like wine around her hair She's bleeding from everywhere Pretty girl, what have you done to me? My heart is pounding and I can barely breathe In a daze as EMS cuts away her crimson dress And feels no pulse upon her neck Yellow tape surrounds the wreck Now this girl is mine for eternity Now this girl is mine for eternity This girl will be mine for eternity She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere Chainsaws cut the cool night air She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere Her body torn beyond repair A crimson dress for her to wear She's bleeding from everywhere She's bleeding from everywhere It flows like wine around her hair She's bleeding from everywhere |
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(Matthew Arnold/Ask For Joy) Strew on her roses, roses And never a spray of yew In quiet she reposes Ah, would that I did too Her mirth the world required She bathed it in smiles of glee But her heart was tired, tired And now they let her be Her life was turning, turning In mazes of heat and sound But for peace her soul was yearning And now peace laps her 'round Her cabined, ample spirit It fluttered and failed for breath Tonight it doth inherit The vasty hall of death |
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(Ask For Joy) He looks so pale and acts so withdrawn Been a while since we seen him around Can't get any sleep because he's way too sore Don't really see him out any more Never know when I'm about to feel the pain Never know if will ever be the same I'll try anything in times like these To regulate this mystery disease Acetominophen don't bring me no relief It's no wonder people turn to the streets Can't ask for anything better or they'll think you use Don't give a fuck about a high, don't give a fuck about drug abuse Never knowing when I'll hit the floor in pain Never knowing if I'll ever be okay again I'd do anything, I'd get down on my knees To try and cure this mystery disease Sitting up all night, rocking on the bed Fearing that I'll be this way until I'm dead Wond'ring to myself, should I put out a call? Is this mystery disease any better than a case of withdrawal? |
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(Sara Teasdale/Ask For Joy) I am not yours, not lost in you Not lost, although I long to be Lost as a candle lit at noon Lost as a snowflake in the sea You love me, and I find you still A spirit, beautiful and bright Yet I am I, who long to be Lost as a light is lost in light Is lost in light Is lost in light Oh, plunge me deep in love Put out my senses, leave me deaf and blind Swept by the tempest of your love A taper in the rushing wind I am not yours, not lost in you Not lost, although I long to be Lost as a candle lit at noon Lost as a snowflake in the sea Lost as a snowflake in the sea |
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(Ask For Joy) Born to the surf and sun Cradled by the curves on the 101 SoCal girl Gonna be a movie star Got her headshot in a magazine My SoCal girl Pretty little superstar She looks so good to me Take me to where the films are made We'll hit the dispensary on the way back to the room to get laid She's the girl next door, she dresses herself real cute Sign these papers and we'll start the photo shoot My SoCal girl My SoCal girl She's my SoCal girl My SoCal girl |
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(Ask For Joy) There she goes There she goes, among the trees Random as a feather's flight To watch her hair flow in the breeze Will energize my soul tonight And she runs through the flowers And chases the butterflies And all that I can do is watch her whirl away, whirl away Waiting for another day Whirl away, whirl away Lose your grip or you can lose your mind Either way, you'll never know You're bound to pack your bags and leave it all behind But she's moved on to another show While you've run through the flowers And captured all the butterflies And all you that you have done is watch her whirl away, whirl away Waiting for another day Whirl away, whirl away from me Whirl away Whirl away Waiting for another day Whirl away from me You whirl away from me |